Field note · 2026-06-03

Everything Is Just Too Much Trouble

何もかもただ面倒くさい

  • Threads
  • life fatigue
  • middle age
  • everyday exhaustion
  • body maintenance
  • heavy content
  • newspaper life record
  • high sensitivity

On Threads, a clipping like a newspaper life column circulated. Headline: everything is just too much trouble. A man in his fifties — every day troublesome; words that leave the mouth are hate, trouble, tired; eating is trouble too, yet hunger remains — bread, banana, sometimes natto and tofu. Last year emergency transport for abdominal pain. Pain avoided; suffering had enough; dying oneself would hurt; no strength to resist; wants sleep; humans and Earth also had enough.

Not flashy despair but dull, close to daily life. Living becomes chores one by one: eat, sleep, rise, go to hospital, consult the body, talk to people, get through today — all troublesome. The line eating is trouble yet the belly still empties is strong: the body demands maintenance regardless of mood — eat, sleep, wake, answer pain, do not die.

Before work or society is hated, the texture of life itself grows heavy — not one big tragedy but every small procedure hard. Field Note Candidate, essay only — high risk, link-only, summary not spectacle. Life Fatigue / Body / Food / Sleep. Beside heavy personal feed and lifeline notes: record of maintenance burden, not laziness. Reader discretion.

Threadsで、新聞の投稿欄のような切り抜きが流れてきた。見出し——何もかもただ面倒くさい。50代の男性。毎日が面倒。食べるのも面倒。それでも腹は減る。パンとバナナ、ときどき納豆、豆腐。去年は腹痛で救急搬送。痛いことは嫌。苦しいことはもうこりごり。自分で死ぬのは苦しい。抗う力もない。眠りたい。人間も地球も、もうこりごり。

派手な絶望ではない。鈍く、生活に近い。生きることがひとつずつ雑用になる——食べる、眠る、起きる、病院、身体の相談、人と話す、今日をやり過ごす。すべてが面倒。「食べるのも面倒だが、それでも腹は減る」——身体は本人の気分とは関係なく維持を要求する。

仕事や社会が嫌になる以前に、生活そのものの手触りが重くなる。人生が大きな悲劇になるのではなく、毎日の小さな手続きが全部しんどい。Field Note Candidate、エッセイのみ——高リスク、リンクのみ、絶望の消費や飾りではなく記録。重い生活のフィード、命綱、通院前夜のステーキの傍ら。怠けではなく、維持が重くなった人の記録。

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